I’m on the edge of of going into the depths of depression again, I can feel it happening. I’m trying so hard not to let it occur, however I don’t feel like I have enough people on my side. I feel like I don’t have a place to call my home. Sure, I have two houses in which I am welcomed to stay at, however neither of them feel like “home”. I feel lost and overwhelmed, with only one person there for me to be completely honest to, never judging me. I’m scared and I don’t know what to do. I wish I had more control, more awareness and more strength. I wish I wasn’t so scared to be myself and choose to do what makes me happy, despite other’s judgement. I wished I didn’t have mental illnesses.